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July 17 Demolished.Is there anyway
i can delete all this whole thing ?
Sick of old memories..
need loads of space for
New, fresh memories !!
For now, i feel like
im the luckiest girl in the world
=)
PS. FTTS's 7th Jib..
*FLYTOTHESKY: NO LIMITATIONS !!*
love Brian,
love Hwanhee,
love FlytotheSky ♥
May 15 Fah ,, PROM Night .*PROM just past ..
I wore long, orange, sleeveless dress
with golden high heel shoes
Almost looked like a princess ^^ Before the Prom, we went to dinner
at a luxury restaurant called SteakSmith.
The food was really good :)
Fah .. Gil .. Rachel .. Cathy .. Jennifer .. Justin
We six then rode to Cheyenne Mountain Resort
and entered the fun atmosphere
My first Prom ..
Not my last Prom ..
^______^
*WELCOME BACK TO SCHOOL, 662 !!*
PS. My new classroom is 727 !?
April 23 Fah ,, coming CLOSER .*OMG OMG OMG !!!
I know my arrival date and time already !
Im so excited >____<,, ahh ~
26 MAY 06
23:05
TERMINAL 2
It's only a MONTH and 3 more days !!
Isn't it cool :)
so excited, so excited
Oh well ~ The plane departs here at 6:24 AM !!
Gotta wake up really early T T
Fly Fly Fly .. for 2.30 hours and arrive San Francisco.
Then, wait for 5.30 hours . Gahh ~
And fly for another 11 hours !! Gosh, my butt !!
Then, arrive TOKYO !! Yay >.<
.. shopping ..
lol ~ but I only have 2 hours T T sad ..
Finally, Fly for 6.40 hours and ARRIVE !!!
Yay ~
*hug my family and friends*
^_________^,,
See ya then !!
*WELCOME 662 #16 TO TRIAMUDOM :)* March 14 Fah ,, CANT WAIT .*Only 2 and a half months MORE !!
See you then ..
,,^__________^,,
.. cant wait anymore !! ..
TIME. TIME,
plz past faster !!~
( just for now .. then back to slow > <)
lol ~ Past fast in America,
Past real slow in TU. yay !!
*WELCOMING ART-JAP #7*
February 25 Fah ,, because i CARE .*Maybe it's all because I care too much.
I don't blame you at all.
I can only blame myself that I butt into ur business.
If I just .. dont care about you ..
and dont acknowledge anything about you ..
everything will get better .
FINE ~
From now on ..
no more *
I LUV MYSELF.
February 13 Fah luvs FTTS .*I luv FTTS :) .
.
.
The day before, I had a dream about you !!
It was so sweet >_______<,,
Ahh .. didn't wanna wake up ~
.. wanna stay with you guys forever ..
* PLZ. NO KISS !!! *
TT______TT
January 22 Fah ,, USELESS .*On these days .. there are so many things going on My school is opened .. homework .. grades ..
so many things I have to worry about ~
Then, everyday, I come home and I'm sucked into the cyber world.
It always happen to me .. everywhere . Thailand .. USA ..
I typed all my life into my diary, wishing everyone I know will read it
and say what they think about it .
It's like .. talking on the phone, but by the internet.
you know ??
exchanging our thoughts .
My friends read my diary, and I read my friends' diaries.
I found out so many things exciting lol ~
Along the way, I also found something so useless.
I really dont understand .. why do ppl need so much love ?
Love from their friends and family aren't enough ??
Why do they have to suffer themself by finding love from someone else ?
Even though, they know that it is so impossible .
and it's not gonna last so long ..
like .. you have so little time to stay here . and you still wanna ?
Then, you guys have to be separated .. ?
What's the point of doing that . so USELESS.
You always know it in your mind that its impossible .
But you still do it . umm ..
Then, after the time runs out, who's gonna be sad !?
of coure, its YOU !!
Its you who's gonna be sad .
Its only because I care you so much,
and I want you to always be happy .
so please .. don't suffer yourself anymore ..
i luv you .
SWANCE :)
January 15 Fah ,, WITHOUT ANYONE .*The second semester just opened. No more holidays .. back to realities school sucks !!* I just had a test in the US history class. No one can guess how much I hate that class. I totally flunk that test, with big 'ZERO' on top of the paper. who cares ?? im not even AMERICAN .. Why do I have to care about its history . huhh !? Yahh .. dun wanna talk about it anymore . Yesterday, 662 just had a HOME party .. Everyone was having fun without me. Fine. Dont ever imagine how lost I feel .. I don't even feel like Im a part of it anymore. Cant even pretend to be a part of it . Probably everyone forgets me .. Im lost in this world .. help me .. at least, say my name .. *** December 23 Fah ,, END SEMESTER .*Forget what I wrote in previous entry, okay ?? Forget California .. Forget Disneyland .. Just forget everything ~ I've moved . so everything is gonna be changed . I've been living here for a month now and I feel like .. my old host is better . I know I'm not supposed to say that But that's what I think .. I just had final exams today and yesterday . .. english .. painting .. cooking .. math .. I didn't read any books at all cuz I forgot them at school . ahh .. I was so mad T^T But I could do it anyway ~ It was so friggin easy .. stupid american * This Sunday, it's Christmas already .. I dunno what I'll do or where I'll go . I have no plans . Probably, I'll have to stay home 'alone' . Since I've been here in this new house, I've been staying home 'alone' for like .. almost every weekends . I'm so lonely T____T I miss my hometown * I've heard that 661 has just had thank P' party . I'm so jealous .. when will out thank P' party be ?? nahh .. I'm not gonna be there anyway :'( Now, there are 2 dogs living in our house . one is my host sister's dog and one is temporary .. it's my host brother's dog . I hate the temporary one . Her name is Skunk . It's because she smells friggin bad urgghh .. so glad she's only gonna stay here for 4 weeks . She poop all around the house .. ewww ~ so disgusting * hate herrrrrr .+ She also bites my slippers, and now I lost it !! I can't find it anywhere . It's all her fault !! Wanna kick her butt out of the house T____T . Now, 661 and 662 are having Summative Tests . I know it's friggin difficult . Fighto !!~ And Swance' has done theirs already .. so glad :) Snow, snow, snow .. Snow every where + Snow is melting ~ ^-^ love . miss . care November 04 Fah ,, HALLOWEEN .*Halloween just past by .. and as expected, i got tons of treats :) it was a great time though we decorated cookies we made caramel apples we did pumpkin carving we jumped in a huge pile of leaves we bobbed for apples and we dressed up weirdly !! and of couse, the best part was we went TRICK OR TREATING* This months, we have tons of hollidays .. we've got almost every friday off !! that's cool :) then, thanks giving is coming . another bunch of holidays ~ This weekend, we planned to go to DENVER. maybe to the museum and aquarium .. and after christmas, we planed to go to 'CALIFORNIA' !!! we'll chill out every places we could go :D it's be tons of fun !!~ we'll celebrate our new year there .. wow . and of couse, DISNEYLAND <3 kikii . Don't worry, i won't forget to think of you while im having fun na .. lol ~ LUV. MISS. & CARE. October 02 Fah in AUTUMN .*yah yahh ..
long time no seen
its autumn now and da leaves are like changin colors .
green . red . orange . yellow . brown
then, they just fly away when wind blows
now im sittin alone
infront of a computer .. of course
i just feelin lonely
missing everyone in thailand
esp. SWANCE' & 662.
oh well, esp. CEE. GARE. WAIYE
anyways, now fard is in japan
and i guess she's havin fun
so .. im not gonna miss her lol ~
just kiddin la .
also i asked may her phone no.
but she didn't answer me ..
so .. i cant call her T_T
now, everyone in thailand is having days off
and cee is goin to macau again ..
i miss da time when we were together aa
i've looked at da pic of us, SWANCE'
what can i do !?
in here, no one can be like you guys
everyone here depends on their own,
not FRIENDS .
so da word friends here seems to be ..
' nothing '
alright .. im sure you guys are gonna be right there,
waiting for me, waiting to have a good time again .
am i right ?
or am i just thinkin everythin of ma own ..
pls answer me . SWANCE'
even tho, i've never ever say da word
' i miss you '
to you guys, but you know it by ur hearts right ?
just becuz i didnt say, doesnt mean i dont
just to let you know that ..
i always trust you
and i believe that you're always gonna be by ma side
..
thats all .
September 05 Fah in COLORADO .*Hello, this is Fah !!
Finally, i can use computer >_<
OMG !! im so happy !!~
But hey .. im using someone else's computer aa ..
that's no good, cuz i gotta hurry .. T_T
yahh .. just wanna say i'm fine
I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH !!
what can i say !? i wrote ma diary everynight about u guys
when i go back to thailand i'll let you read la ~ ok ? :)
oh .. gotta go now .
BYE ~ August 31 Fah in SAN FRAN .*Hey !! im in San Francisco, transitin an airplane T_T
well, nothing much .. just wanna say im fine :)
see ya when im in Colorado !!~
August 28 Fah ,, TU662 .*Heylo .
Let's meet again ~ just once before i left ..
Yahh, as you all know im leavin ..
im leavin here .. im goin to america
the place where i hate T_T
wahh .. but what can i do !? so sad .
i wish i could stay wif you guys a lil longer ^^
and the worst thing IS
tomorrow will be ma LAST day in 662*
you know what !? i hate this .
everyone else got a chance to stay there for a whole year
but me !? just 3 months TT_TT
its just the place where i really feel special to it .
and ahh ~ May's leavin tomorrow
she's goin to Illinois .. heyy !! that's where i wanna go !!
but Colorado is okay la ~ no matter what .
they're all the same . they're all america .
they're all far far away from here ..
i gonna miss everything here
ai ~ 3 months wif you guys weren't enuf
i really wish doraemon does existed T_T
i need a time machine !!
im not really sure wif maself ..
im not quite sure if i'll be able to live there happily
but okay la ~ 1 thing is okay for me .
ENGLISH !! ^^
i luv eng more than thai . isn't that weird !?
but i still luv korean more than eng la ..
but heyy .. im proud to be thai you know !?
just the language .. too difficult T_T lol ~
alright, so tomorrow will be ma last day
ma last day to sit and study in 662
but whenever, i'll still be 662 in ma mind :) kikii
isn't the paragraph gettin too long ?
well, im not quite sure when am i goin to update this thingy again
anyways, you can often go and have a look in ma diary ..
ma real diary, not a blog
but i still dunno what's da diff. between diary and blog T_T
yahh . just type this in ..
i'll often update that la ~
ohh .. and have a look at da pic. section
i always update that !! ^^
last of all, luv ya swance'
luv ya 662*
hope i can update this as soon as i arrived there ^^~
ba bye .. |
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